“That’s how I can grasp my mourning. Not directly in solitude, empirically, etc.; I seem to have a kind of ease, of control that makes people think I’m suffering less than they would have imagined. But it comes over me when our love for each other is torn apart once again. The most painful point at the most abstract moment” . . . (Roland Barthes, Mourning Diary)
EVERY August 30th-Sep 24th you can find me throwing down on themusicologist in memory of my daughter, (Until we meet again ConZu x)
Losing a loved one is hard, losing a child is almost unbearable.
In my experience all of the ‘basic emotions’ are involved;
Fear, Anger/Rage, Sadness/Grief, Joy, Disgust, Surprise, Trust, Love, Envy.
This imperious 2017 cut from the mighty Simon ‘Bonobo’ Green shines a light on the darkness in my soul and helps to soothe the savage beast. For ALL the children we have loved and lost……may you ALL rest in peace and find your ‘way’ through.
themusicologist 